oh dear...

So I wrote this new song, its supposed to be sweet but I'm pretty sure its just offensive, who knows, I guess i'm no good at writing love songs...


I Love You, I'm Afraid

you wear your heart round your neck on a chain
and i think thats pretty brave
the devil in me wants to take it away
but i won't

i love you
i'm afraid

everyday when i wake
i sweat and stress just to spite the rest
but i'm thinking of you
i just can't help myself

the joy in me has me reach for a gun
cos when i'm on a home run
i can't help but run away
but i won't

i gotta keep my finger off that smiling trigger
gotta stop myself for my own health
gotta act like a man
but i don't know if i can

i love you
i'm afraid

you are the prettiest thing i've ever seen
you are the girl of my dreams
we make a pretty good team
but i'm scared

i turn inwards and my brain rots away
the gun points at me to quarantine the decay
i'm not gonna let myself ruin this today
cos i love you

this is too good to be true
and the devil in me still wants to kill you
i just can't help but self-destruct
but i won't

i love you
i'm afraid

when i see you i see me in parentheses